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GRAYS................ AND MY NIGHTMARE
Looking back at myself 3 or 4 years ago I would interpret my beliefs
in ufology as somewhat sceptical even at the mere suggestion of a
the sighting of a UFO let alone something so far fetched as being
physically abducted and worked upon by several 3 foot tall gray
intruders.
Since then, my scepticism has withered and died and the new seed
planted is one which has grown into a total belief in the existence
of ET’S. A belief brought about initially by a friend who handed me
several books relating to the abduction experience. I studied the
book for weeks in total awe of what was being described page after
page. What I think is one of the most disturbing aspects about the
behaviour of the "grays" is their total and complete lack of feelings
toward the abductee. There is no pity, no remorse, sympathy or
understanding shown toward them. Just a cold, calculated and
determined conviction to do the task in hand.
It is this coldness which is so disturbing.
If they come for you in the middle of the night when the house is
still and all is quiet you can’t just turn around and say.......
please don’t abduct me, I’ll give you $1,000, my gold watch and my
VCR, because Mr Gray just ain’t interested in anything else but you!
I subsequently found that the more I read and discovered about their
apparent behavior, the more terrified I became. I am a very rational
person and I like to have all of the facts before I make judgements
about things, but everyday I was reading about more and more cases of
abduction. How can so many people agree about things they have seen
and the physical trauma they’ve been through while being abducted?
The answer is of course that most of them are telling the truth.
Some would have you believe that these people have something to gain
by telling the world of they’re abduction. In actual fact many
people are afraid to even speak of they’re experience because they
hold professional positions such as police officers, lawyers, nurses
etc. They fear ridicule from society and would be branded as mentally
unstable.
The abductees usaually describe scenarios like upon awakening in the
early hours of the morning they are surrounded on either side by
grays just staring at them, perhaps performing mindscan. Everyone
knows how frightening it can be if you awake to find someone looking
directly at you. It can give you quite a shock. Imagine then, just
how terrified you would be to find 2 grays on either side of your bed
staring intensely at you with huge almond shaped wrap around eyes.
Not a very pleasant experience, I’m sure you’ll agree.
This is what my nightmare is all about. After reading lots of
accounts of abduction and books on the subject I have now
inadvertently installed a great and overwhelming source of fear
within myself. When I read my first book on alien abduction I
started getting nightmares for about a week which usually resulted in
myself awakening at around 4am completely saturated in sweat and out
of breath. To this day it still bothers me from time to time
usually after I read an abduction account. To combat my fear, my
friend saw a wall poster and bought it for me to put in my bedroom.
It depicts a human subject lying on a huge glowing table, watched
upon at either side by 4 grays. I think the fact I face my fear
everyday has made it easier for me to get a good night’s sleep, a
fact that isn’t helped much by the placement of my stereo speakers
and cd towers at either side of my bed. Needless to say they've
since been moved so they don’t resemble grays when the lights are
out.
Any newcomers to the subject of Ufology should be warned. If you
are of a nervous disposition then please think carefully before
reading detailed abduction accounts. You might end up sleeping with
the lights on for a few nights like I did.
HAPPY READING, AND ERR............PLEASE, SLEEP WELL.
Craig T Brown
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