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I don't know how long I had been in this near death camp. From
six weeks up to three months any period of time would fit the
reconstruction of my biography. I was programmed to explain my
absence to persons to whom I was related with cover stories. I
hadn't any close friend in this time. My "parents" had been
instruct-
ed not to talk about it.
In 1976 I started to study psychology. The SCNS didn't appreciate
this choice. But all in all they never were so successful [in their
efforts] to
control me as they wanted to be. Nevertheless they man-
aged to
produce long-lasting amnesia. And of course they program-
med me
successfully to leave the communist party. The procedure
was
quite simple. While I heard in endless repetitions the statement
"I
am a communist" from a tape, spoken by myself, I was tortured
mercilessly.
And so I became an unwilling member of a secret group of
so-called
psychics who were mind controlled in order to prevent
them from
giving their knowledge away. (This is also apparently used with
Delta Force [NRO] Special Forces, who are programmed with alter-
nate personalities and programmed to "forget" sensitive details if they
are caught. This especially includes secret operations involving covert
space missions, security for underground Illuminati bases, and so on.
- Wol.) When even the questions
are state secrets, it doesn't matter
whether the answers of the
"psychics" are the result of paranormal
perceptions or -- as in my
case -- the fictions of tortured people who
play clairvoyants in
order to escape the torture. Then in every case
the activity of
this group and the contents of their sessions have to be
kept
secret. This is one of the reasons why mind control is frequently
used in psychic [Intelligence Agency] mind wars.
Many of the national security satanists don't really trust in
psychic
abilities. But they know that many politicians in the
U.S.A. and else-
where are true psi believers. And so they train
their psychics to
respond in accordance with the SCNS's political
preferences. Then
they exert their influence on these politicians
referring to the insights
of their "psychics". Unsuspecting
politicians are presented with
impressive videos of secret
service seances in which mind controlled
"psychics" in deep
trance states reveal "state secrets" which they had
been
programmed to reveal by the SCNS some time before. Then, too,
it
is easier for the politicians to grant the SCNS the money needed
for psychic research and projects. When I recognized this I tried
to
find out what the torture master wanted me to see in my
"crystal ball"
and prophesied this whenever my insights couldn't
be scrutinized at
once. When there was the possibility to check
my predictions I relied
on common sense. So the perpetrators were
full of praise for my
psychic powers.
"Wir werden das zu verhindern wissen!"
In 1977 Hans-Martin Schleyer was abducted by German terrorists.
Hans-Martin-Schleyer was the president of the German association
of employers (Bundesverband der deutschen Arbeitgeberverbaende).
First of all they persuaded a relative of mine to find out
whether I was
able to remotely view (exploiting my "psychic
powers") the whereabouts
of Schleyer. This family member probably
told the SCNS that I knew it
but wasn't ready to reveal it
because I thought Schleyer to be an old
Nazi responsible for the death of thousands of people in the former
Czechoslovakia. I was of this opinion indeed.
Some days later two man claiming to be policemen of the
"Bundes-
kriminalamt" (the German FBI) made me follow them to a
safe house
by triggering my obedience with the appropriate code
word. According
to a wild inspiration I told them falsely that I
knew where Schleyer was
but that I would tell it only to Mr. X.
Mr. X was a German leading politician
of the western world whom I
hold responsible for the mind control treat-
ment I was subjected
to since 1974. After a short palaver they put me
through to Mr.
X. Mr X couldn't help but [made] a phone call with me in
order to
avoid being reproached for not having done everything to save
Schleyer's life. "Mr. X, nice to talk to you!" I hissed. "I will
make sure
that you'll go down in the annals of history as
Germany's top torture
master!" "We will be able to prevent you
from talking!" he said. (I will
never forget the German words:
"Wir werden das zu verhindern wissen!"
These words will ever burn
in my soul until this man is dead and buried.)
With these words Mr. X assumed responsibility for the mind control treat-
ment that
followed. I told Mr. X that I had lied because I wanted to talk
to
him and that I of course didn't know where Schleyer has been
abducted
to. But Mr. X and the other political crisis manager
s
around him didn't
believe me. One cried out poofily: "Mr. GRESCH,
break away from the
demon!" Sometimes they tried to demonize me
as a psychic monster,
probably from outer space, whom the free
world has to be protected
against.
Since 1982 Mr. X is no longer in a leading political position,
but he is
still very influential in Germany and elsewhere. So I'm
even now afraid
of him. That's why I have to withhold his name.
Some think him to be
a hero of national security. Others claim he
was or perhaps is a master-
mind behind the scenes of governmental crimes in Germany. If the latter
is true, this truth will
probably remain hidden. He is able to manipulate
the mass media
very effectively.
If my memories are true the [West] German government was actively
involved in SCNS machinations. Some years ago a leading German
politician was shot and wounded by a man who claimed that this
politician was responsible for "SUBTERRANEAN FACTORIES where
human beings are produced" ("unterirdische Menschenfabriken").
He
said that in these factories people were physically AND mentally
changed ("umfunktioniert"). The assassin is now in a lunatic
asylum,
the politician is tied to his wheelchair. Mind control -
- out of control?
Electromagnetic fields
The next night I was abducted by a SCNS team. They were in a
hurry then so they took a high risk kidnapping me in my
sleep room.
I was flown out with a fighter plane to an
interrogation camp were I
was tortured in order to coerce me to
tell them where Schleyer was.
Although they used electromagnetic
fields to stimulate my "psychic
faculties" for the first time, I
wasn't able to help them because I am
not a clairvoyant at all.
In such cases it wouldn't be necessary to
torture me: If I could
help I would. But, of course, I couldn't. In cases
like this
common sense and intuition is not enough.
Then I had to interrogate Andreas Baader whom they had flown to
the desert camp, too.
He was the leader of the RAF, the terrorist group which had
abducted
Schleyer. But Baader was in jail and of course he wasn't
informed
about the operative details. And so, even under torture he couldn't
give away any useful information. But the SCNS
obviously had gained
confidence in my so-called telepathic
faculties. "If remote viewing
doesn't work in this case", they
might have thought, "this mustn't
mean that psychic interrogation
will fail, too."
But it failed, of course, although I was a highly skilled mind
con-
trolled "telepathic" interrogator. That doesn't stand for
being able
to read the minds of people, but I had learned to
interpret non-verbal
signals very much faster and more systematic
than people who are
not mind controlled. If you are tortured your
learning capacity first
deteriorates, but after some time it is
extraordinarily amplified. That
is one of the reasons why with
trauma-based mind control you can
produce zombies apparently
capable to perform superhuman feats.
I didn't like Baader. He resembled his political counterpart, Mr.
X
to much. The same effeminate, histrionic mummy's boy hidden
behind a facade of masculinity if not machismo.
I was not only a mind controlled "telepath", but a skilled
killer,
too. The method to train mind controlled killers is as
simple as
[it is] to train mind controlled telepaths or mind controlled
sex
slaves. The victims wear a remotely controlled torture device
and whenever they fail, they receive an electrical shock. First
I
had to kill cats (I love cats), then I had to torture and kill
people (I love people), who looked like Arabs. These, of course,
may be hypnotically planted false memories in order to make
the
victim feel guilty and afraid of punishment. In every case the
message is: "If you're remembering and talking about what you
did
here, you will not be able to live with this truth and you will
be charged with murder because nobody believes that you were
a
zombie." But it makes sense for the controllers to let the
victims
really torture and kill, because this is the best test
of total subju-
gation.
My lawyer asked me whether interrogating Baader may be a false
memory. "This must be a false memory", I answered without
hesitating, "because if this reminiscence where true, the
govern-
ment's version of this case must be wrong. Who am I to
disagree
with the government's truth?"
The last time I was treated by the SCNS was in 1981 or 1982,
after I had received my diploma in psychology. Now they told me
that the Germans wouldn't accept any further treatment. So they
had to be successful definitively. The SCNS torture master said:
"Now I will treat you with radiation. I don't mind if it kills
you." And
then he did so. He induced all sorts of horror and
delight to condition
my brain. Because the EEGs of the different
personality fragments
of a MPD subject differ markedly he tried
to condition the EEG
associated with my genuine personality with
aversions and the
EEG associated with the desired personality positively.
There are frequencies capable of triggering total chaos in your
nervous system, so that every kind of coordinate thinking will be
stopped. They trained me to switch between my genuine and the
desired personality on cue. Then they triggered the basic
person-
ality, and the chaos-wave was administered on me. Then
followed
a period in which they let me change into the new
personality and
a pleasure frequency was employed. Then they let
me go through
this cycle again and again. Afterwards they claimed
that the chaos-
wave had destroyed my basic personality irreversibly.
They have discovered a hypnotic wave that allows them to program
the brain with new plans of behavior. This wave induces
extraordinarily
deep trance states, even against the will of the
victim. In this hypnotic
states it is possible to alter the
central plans of the individual which
form the basis not only of
the individuals actions, but of his perceptions,
emotions, and
assessments, too.
By the way, for programming they use the concepts being described
in the book "Plans and the Structure of Behavior" written by
Miller,
Galanter and Pribram. This is a basic textbook of MKULTRA
[the
first in a series of CIA mind control projects. - Wol.] and of modern
psychology, too. A tragedy of science. The basic
idea of the theory
outlined in this book is the hierarchical
structure of human actions.
On top of the hierarchy of the
hierarchies of an individual's repertory
of actions there resides
the central plan, the godfather of a man's
mental universe. The
torture master said: "Now we are going to modify
your central
plan. We know that you won't accept this voluntarily. But
we can
detect whether the electrical activity in the will center of your
brain indicates the alterations of your central plan. If not, you
will be
tortured until they do."
It doesn't matter whether the perpetrators really have the
devices
and techniques to manage this, what counts is that the
victims believe
they have. Mind control is a mixture of modern
science, high tech,
very old dark arts, science fiction, and
other fantasy stories. The
perpetrators use the contemporary
myths to influence the mind of
the victims. Maybe they cooperate with the film industry and with
writers to produce frames of
reference for trance induction and mani-
pulation of personality
structures. Isn't the similarity between mind
control technology
and the methods of Juan Matus, as described by
C. Castaneda,
breathtaking? Isn't this the stuff to 'mind control' people
in some
cases very easily without traumatizing them? [For] years
the SCNS
has tried to develop non-trauma-based methods of mind
control because these techniques could be more resistant to the
dawning of the
victim's consciousness.
The mind controllers use electromagnetic frequencies [waves] that
produce
mental states which couldn't be described in words, because
such
states couldn't be experienced under normal conditions or even
when under the influence of known hallucinogenic drugs. (Note: The
human brain has its own unique electrical pattern or signature as
evidenced by electroencephalograph read-outs. When a new artificial
electrical pattern is introduced into the brain via electrodes or some
other method, it is called "entrainment" of brain-wave patterns. - Wol.)
After
some time that lasts an eternity you will lose your identity as
a
human being. What remains is a rudimentary, wordless sense of
being a formless mass that isn't able to resist any suggestion
and
that could be modelled like clay. With the term "formless
mass" I
mean that you aren't able to localize yourself in a human
body. Instead
you experience the nearly perfect dissolution of
body and mind. But
this experience is subjective, of course,
because your can hear the
indoctrinations of the perpetrators,
which transform your psyche far
beyond your rational control.
While this transformation takes place,
you have lost your sense of identity and so you're ability to resist
identity change, too.
Nowadays it is possible to replace the whole spectrum of mind
control techniques with radiation. There are even waveforms which
induce near-death experiences, while all bodily functions are
well
in order. This method is so powerful that most people could
be
perfectly mind controlled within some weeks. But the control
mechanisms has to be refreshed from time to time, still. If not,
sooner or later the victim will remember the treatment. But
refresh-
ening is quiet easy with a stun gun and a portable device
that emits
the appropriate waveforms and frequencies. With this
means the
procedure could be accomplished in some hours.
Since Cameron's times for indoctrination they use endlessly
re-
peated messages from tape. Sometimes these messages are
spoken
with the voice of the victim, in other cases the victim hears
the
voices of relatives or friends. These people, of course, had
never spoken these indoctrinations. They were constructed out of
the basic phonetic elements of neutral speech material -- modern
electronic audio devices make this fake possible.
But in view of these high tech devices we shouldn't underestimate
the importance of psychology. Only trained psychologists or
psych-
iatrists are able to handle this devices accurately. But the
knowledge
necessary is not a secret science. Most of it could be
picked up in
the basic textbooks of psychology and psychiatry. So
it is probably
not exaggerating to say that these disciplines brutalize their disciples.
That's why it is relatively easy for
the SCNS to recruit personnel with
adequate background.
Bird on the Wire
As far as I know I wasn't bothered by the SCNS since then. I
talked to a German psychotherapist who is in contact with four
women who have experienced nearly the same as I and in whose
cases the machinations ceased in 1982 as in my case. Although
I
have some reminiscences that I had predicted publicly the death
of the German politician Franz Joseph Strauss (three days before
he really died in 1988), I was brought then to a safe house in
Munich (Muenchen) where my memory was erased by means
of
radiation and electroshocks, I am inclined to believe that this
reminiscences are false. They are too vague to be treated as true.
Only a subjective probability not higher than .30 seems tenable.
If it is true, I must have been totally drunk when I played the
clairvoyant, then. True traumatic memories that have been erased
by means of mind control methods are -- once remembered again
-
- extraordinarily precise. We can explain this with the biological
significance of traumatic memories. That's why severe traumatic
events will not be forgotten, with one exception: if the victim
is
programmed to forget. But after DE-PROGRAMMING our mental
apparatus even seems to amplify the once erased reminiscences
as
if our psyche tries to rectify a serious, life-threatening error.
There is another vague reminiscence which says that I was
pro-
grammed to work for a homosexual who had to accomplish the
mind control treatment through political indoctrination of the
artificial personality and whom I, as a compensation of his
efforts,
had to serve as a sex slave. But this program failed, as
did the
indoctrination. The manipulation of sexual behavior and
especially
the creation of 'alternates' who are homosexual/lesbian is
an
element of mind control [that is] frequently employed. Because
in our
culture heterosexual [or] homosexual acts or feelings
are
generally associated with feelings of guilt, sex behavior
modification maybe an important aspect of the psychodynamics
of
mind control. The indoctrination or therapy of the artificial new
personality is a standard element of mind control, too. So the
SCNS cooperates with radical right-wing employers and with
psychotherapists who work with the classical methods (behavior
therapy, cognitive therapy and so on) to 'treat' the emotional
disorders which are so frequent with victims of mind control. So
I warn every victim: REFUSE to be treated by a psychologist or
a
psychiatrist who isn't an activist of the movement against mind
control! A psychologist or a psychiatrist who wants you not to
talk about your experiences publicly, is a collaborator [with] the
SCNS, whether he knows it or not.
My stepmother did in 1982 or 1983. The exact date I have totally
forgotten. This is memory loss produced by hatred. Before she
died she made telephone calls to me again and again in order to
ask me what I would think if she would commit suicide. During
the last of these calls she triggered just by chance the
"resistance
personality" which develops in every victim of mind
control but which
is, in case of adequate programming, not strong
enough to be active
(...apparently my own "resistance personality" as well as that of the
author were strong enough to break through to the surface. In my
own case, the self-destructive programming which was integrated
into my subconsciousness was -- thank God -- turned outwards
in an expression of suicidal rage against my 'abusers' rather than
inward, which alternative might have resulted in my own suicide,
as has been the sad fate of MANY mind-control/abduction subjects
whom I have learned about. - Wol.). But when the resistance per-
sonality is
triggered, it tries to break the spell of mind control. But
the
power of the resistance personality is usually so weak that it
is
active only minutes or some hours -- not enough to liberate the
basic personality. The resistance personality said to my
step-mother:
"Like the coward you are you will not commit suicide
with your own
hands. So I have a very good idea. Write a letter
to the intelligence
people to whom you give information and who
give orders to you
how to treat me. You know who I mean. Tell
them that you are no
longer able to bear the guilt of conspiring
against me, of being among
those being responsible for the mind
control and torture which I have
been subjected to. Threaten them
to reveal my story in a letter to the
press if they don't stop
the machinations against me. Then they will
kill you." Two or
three weeks later my step-father found her dead in
her bath with
her wrists slashed. I don't know whether this was really
suicide
or murder. What I know is that I don't believe she was capable
to
slash her wrists, although she was suicidal indeed.
I have no idea why the SCNS lost their interest in me -- if they
really
did so. Probably they are still waiting that the suicide
program they
have implemented during the last treatment in 81/82
will work. In March
1995 somebody had whistled a sad song from
the thirties on my tele-
phone answering machine, saying nothing. I
can't remember whether
this was the cue to kill myself. I'm not
sure whether this phone call
was of cryptocratic origin, but this
is quiet probable. Two weeks before
I had sent a message
concerning my mind control experiences to a
network whose mail is
intercepted excessively. Wonderful: As an
author I think very
highly of people who read my papers as attentively
as my admirers
in the intelligence community. Anyway, this whistler
doesn't make
me thinking about committing suicide but reminds me
of a song of
Leonard Cohen which I loved very much when I was young:
"Like a
bird on a wire". It's not easy to program suicide. In order to do
this you have first to construct a frame of reference in which
committing
suicide "makes sense". In my case it was social
isolation. They program-
med me to isolate myself totally... and so
I isolated myself totally. But
obviously I didn't kill myself.
And I didn't remain isolated. After my
recovery I found a woman
whom I love and things are going well. I'm
working in the field
of public relations now, quiet successful.
In March, 1995 I sent an early version of this paper to experts
of mind
control all over the world. Those who responded confirmed
the authenticity
of my memories or at least didn`t doubt them.
Mr. Walter H. Bowart, one
of the world's most important mind
control researchers, wrote: "Your letter
is much appreciated and
an important piece of evidence in the mounting
case against the
cryptocracy." Bowart defines "cryptocracy" as a secret
government which conspires against our laws and our freedoms. In
my
view the cryptocracy and the SCNS are identical.
One of the most cryptic messages came from Dr. BENTE RICH, the
chief psychiatrist of the Rehabilitation and Research Center for
Torture
Victims in Copenhagen, Denmark: "I understand that you
have problems
about understanding what has happened to you and
that you realize, it
might be impossible for you to know what has
happened to you. At the
RCT we have a treatment program for
refugees who have received political
asylum in Denmark and
because of this, I am not able to help you. But
I do hope that
you will be able to find some sort of support to share your
problems with in Germany." I received this letter in April,
1995. Since
then I wasn't able to find out what it really means.
It should be mentioned
that I HADN'T asked Dr. Rich for help at
all. I never ask psychologists or
psychiatrists for help, since I
went to a psychiatrist in 1971 and became
aware what really
happened in his consulting room more then 20 years
later.
I sent my "Memories of a Victim" to politicians, too -- even to
the Presi-
dent of the Federal Republic of Germany, Mr. Roman
Herzog -- but no
reply. In Germany they have decided to hush up
the whole thing as long
as possible.
What really disappointed me was the silence of Amnesty
International,
whose Headquarters in London I sent an earlier
version of this statement
to. Whenever a German policeman yells
at a refugee, Amnesty goes
on stage to start a troubled lament
concerning the human rights in this
country. But no word about
mind control, no word about the most brutal
form of torture existing. This makes the public believe that there is no
severe
human rights violation in a country which has violated human
right in its history so often. Qui bono?
"The A.I. people are very honorable indeed!" the torture master
told
me in 1974. "But what speaks against them is that they poke
their
noses into things that's got nothing to do with them!"
Times have
changed, haven't they?
In May, 1995 psychologists tried to press me not to talk about my
experience, because they apprehend that my testimony could
damage
the reputation of their occupational guild. But I'll do it all
the same. As a victim being forthright about the horrors of mind
control has less to do with bravery and more with
self-preservation.
If ONLY the perpetrators know that mind
control exists, victims and
potential victims are in maximal
danger. The more people know that
mind control is real, how it
works, what it does to the victims and
what consequences it has
for the society as a whole, the better it
is for us (and for the
people in general).
I don't trust psychologists, psychiatrists and their professional
associations as long as I must suspect that the latter shelter
criminals, that they protect psychologists and psychiatrists who
practice mind control. Whenever a victim informs the press about
her or his experiences with mind control the journalists ask
psy-
chologists or psychiatrists whether things like that are
possible.
Whatsoever the interviewees know about mind control,
one thing
they know in every case: If it has happened, then it
wouldn't have
happened without the assistance of psychologists
and/or psychia-
trists. Under these circumstances the psychologists
or psychiatrists
asked by the press may be inclined to answer:
"Mind control as
described by the victims is absolutely nonsense.
People who claim
to be victims of mind control must be hysterical
or pathological liars."
That's why we have to convince the media
that psychologists or
psychiatrists may not be impartial
concerning mind control.
This is the plot of my experiences with mind control. I can't
prove that this happened. Probably a proof isn't possible after
all these years. As a victim, not being able to remember mind
control treatment for years and after finally having remembered
mind control, not being able to talk about it for years and after
all being able to talk about it [but] not being able to talk about it
in a reasonable manner and instead bubbling something about
being
abducted by aliens, abused by satanists or being bewitched
by Juan Matus... all these are defining features of mind control.
If
a so-called victim would tell me [about] being able to prove the
treatment, I would become suspicious at once. I don't mind if
nobody believes me because this story is hard to believe. If
some-
body were able to prove that I'm mad and that the story isn't
true, this would be the best that could happen. But this is not
very probable, because since the end of the Cold War against the
Soviet Union all over the world mind control victims are going to
remember the treatment. They come from different countries,
cultures, social strata, they are young or old, man or woman,
some are mad, some are very clear thinkers... In most cases
they
don't know each other. Some aren't able to read. But their
memories are extremely similar. How to explain this?
Selected Readings
Becker, R.O. & Selden, G.: The Body Electric. Electromagnetism
and The Foundation of Life. New York (William Morrow) 1985
Bowart, W.H.: Operation Mind Control (Limited Researcher's
Edition) Freedom of Thought Foundation (P.O.Box 35072, Tucson,
AZ, 85740, U.S.A.) 1995
Cameron, D. Ewen: Psychic Driving: Dynamic Inplant, in:
Psychiatric Quarterly 31 (1957), 703-12
Cameron, D. Ewen: Production of Differential Amnesia as a Factor
in the Treatment of Schizophrenia, in: Comprehensive Psychiatry
1:1 (Feb. 1960) 26-34
Collins, Anne: In the Sleep Room. The Story
of the CIA Brainwashing
Experiments in Canada. Toronto (Lester &
Orpen Dennys Ltd.) 1988
Marks, John: The Search for the "Manchurian Candidate". The CIA
and Mind Control. New York (Times Books) 1979
McRae, Ronald M.: Mind Wars: The True Story of Government
Research into the Military Potential of Psychic Weapons. New
York (St. Martin's Press) 1984
Thomas, Gordon: Journey into Madness. The True Story of Secret
CIA Mind Control and Medical Abuse. New York et al.
(Bantam
Books) 1989
Tien, H.C.: Psychosynthesis, with Television Technology, in:
Current
Psychiatric Therapies, 15, 1975, 233-236
Weinstein, Harvey M.: Psychiatry and the CIA: Victims of Mind
Control. Washington (American Psychiatric Press) 1990.
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